Posts Tagged Life

RAWEFWRG

Man, i was just laying down on bed and i realised that sometimes i think back to events from a few day past and rage at it. I don’t get it, why do i do that ? Why is it that when im in my room and silently recollect on memories that then i get angry when in actual fact i should have gotten angry immediatelywhen it happened ?

Perhaps i keep things way too bottled up, and that i get angry over what people would say small issues. I’m probably one of those passive-agressive person. I just get so angry that scenarios and plans goes over my head on how to get payback. What is wrong with me ?

The most frustrating part is that since days has already passed there is pretty much not a lot i can do to get even, sometimes it is the smallest off-hand remark and i feel like my whole identity has been attacked. I have issues, i mean usually it’s the other way around right, you get angry and cool off after a few days but for me i am cool then after a few days i remember and get mad ! I must endeavour to find out what is going on with myself.

Writing this post kinda helps a little though, i feel calm already ! Quite therapeutic i say.

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Cool Shirt

“So now i am back from army space.
I just logged in here to find my password is not in my brain
I should just press forget pass
I should then log in my email
If I had remember my password, it wouldn’t be such a pain.´╗┐”

I’m sorry that was horrible, anyway i’ve decided to come blog again after a really really long time because i have no friends and life, so yeah the blog is like my imaginary friend, except its not imaginary or is it ?

I don't know what is real anymore


Just now i was at the float at just doing my job and my boss just walk in with this awesome shirt ! Its this black shirt and the front of it has like 9 boxes, each with a specific villain. There was Darth Vader, Agent Smith, a Zombie, Freddy Kruger, those mushrooms from Super Marioland, that enemy alien thing from Space Invaders, Godzilla and two more i forgot.

It was really cool and i felt like such a nerd or something for recognising all of them. Anyway it did managed to up the cool factor of my boss, but just by a little though, well at least he is not wearing his cap slanted that would have totally bring the score down. Let me try to google the shirt so you guys can see what i am talking about ….. nevermind is lazy


Only less furry, cute and tail


Oh oh i remember one more villain, the T-800 ! So that leaves one last one for remembering which i try and try to get the brain network department to find but i guess that particular file is gone.


Also today was a wasted day at the float. Sigh.

P.S Oh and i should mention at the same time i revived my old blog, K revived her’s too ? Isn’t it a freaky concidence ? Like the type where you are looking for someone and you walk into this room and whatdayaknow you friend just happens to be walking out and both parties hand were on the opposite side of the handle at the same time ! Which concidentally happened to me today too ! Anyway this is a good sign, it probably meant that some higher power support my going back to blogging. Well now that i look at it this is a pretty long P.S, what does P.S mean anyway ? I need to check that out later.



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Megan Fox

So today PC6 told me that his girlfriend told him that megan fox used to be a guy, and that s/he underwent a sex change when s/he is 18 or so, paid by the parents infact. Which i highly doubt, but it would be pretty funny to find out the reaction of the legions of males that had been masturbating to what was really another male.

Megan Fox Kid Poor” D= “

More likely his girlfriend finally had enough of his intense concentration whenever megan fox appears on television or FHM and made up the story so he will be like all “Oh Megan Fox, nahhh i heard she had a sex change “.

Speaking of megan fox the new transformer movie is going to be so awesome, its coming out next week !

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Doodle doo

I haven’t blog in a while ya, i’m a lover not a writer. However while lurking around the stomp forum i read up on this user’s blog. Haha it somewhat ignited the raging fire in my heart to once again blog. Its so damn hilarious man, can’t find the car then keep pressing the button for the beep, good Lord i laughed my ass off.

Life’s pretty mundane now, i seem to have lost the spark and enthusiasm i had. A lot of things i’m doing now, it just doesn’t seem to be what i ought to devote myself to. Dragonboating is fun and all but i don’t fit in with the team. Visiting the old folk’s home is nice, but theres not really a lot to do there besides feeding them, and i somewhat get the feeling that one day i’ll feed them and they will choke and croak. Paintball is great too, but so expensive to really pursue.

Maybe physical sport just isn’t up my alley.

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Silence

Mannn

Most people generally only see the talk-a-lot-of-crap side of me, but hey i digress. I can be at a total silence when i want to. See i’m older now, i only show my joker-esque side to some friends. See somewhere along the path of my life i’ve changed to a quieter and reserved person, but i can’t let go of my funny side too. Which is good too, such starking difference in both personality, i love it.

The other day i was reading this post. Man is this guy right or what, i agree completely with what he/she said. Many questions in life can be answered in just one or two words. Heh i do agree that people who goes on and on about things i don’t care about is irritating.

There is a difference between genuine pouring out of one’s heart looking for empathy, and just talk about things in your life that i don’t generally care about. I mean seriously if you want good sound advice, harsh judgements and repotire of sarcastism┬á then i’m your man. Telling me about how your friends excel in basketball or whatever, i try but i really can’t get myself to care much about it, seem to me like you’re just showing off your friends.

If we can only be silent for just at least a few moments a day and enjoy the moment. Even when you’re not silent, only say words that has meaning to them.

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Spitfire

Well so here i am with yet another blog.

This is another phrase of my life, my school life has ended for what might be forever and now i’m awaiting admission into the army. Time sure flies, i’m looking back at my life and i think to myself of how everything could be different, how different things could have turned out if i was a better person.

I have so many things left undone, i’m not ready to be an adult, i’m not ready to take on this huge responsibility. Soon i will be 20, in 4 months time, and …. oh a sms

What a dumbass, here i am typing this deeply introspective post and my dumbass classmate felicia send the wrong sms to me. Totally destroyed the mood of this man.

Anyway a little update on my life:

1) I’ve taken up dragonboating. Its a very nice sport, the feeling of the effort of all 20 people paddling in sync making the boat glide through the water – fantastic !

2) I’m quite interested in paintball, i will probably pursue it and take the comming BTO marshal course

3) Schools ended, and so i’m now working for a book distributor company, very boring work

4) I’m swimming more regularly now too, gonna get myself in shape for army

Well thats pretty much whats going on in my life nowadays

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